Levensverhalen van jou en mij.
Geschreven door Medium-helderziende-vertrouwenspersoon en dierentolk, Maus Sturmer.
Soms is het goed om je gedachten/belevingen op schrift te stellen. Je ziet hoe goed je het eigenlijk hebt gedaan, ondanks vele fouten die je maakte. Inzicht en begrip ontstaan. Waren het wel allemaal fouten of hoorde dit bij mijn levenspatroon? Was het een levensles? Gedeelde levensverhalen geeft troost en inzicht. Ieder leven heeft ups en downs die een verhaal waard zijn.
dinsdag 31 december 2013
Cinderella and her General, a lovestory or a crime?
This storyhas been translatedintoDutchandwritten onthisblog so
thatanyone, anywhere inthe
worldcan read thisandpass it on.
December 2013, a
man appears on my Skype. I call him Oscar, his real name is irrelevant. He
wants to be accepted. I ask him why. He was looking for someone with my name
and came to me. It was a nice conversation. His question was if I could not get
on Yahoo. I was unable to create an account He did so, and sent all the
credentials to me. It worked wonderfully. We had fun, but also nice
conversations with a lot of understanding. He soon came up with the words "I
love you". Not once, but with large quantity. Sometimes even too much. He
told little about himself. Was a widower, had two sons and his wife lost. I
asked him to send pictures of themselves and the photo on Yahoo, he turned to
him in uniform. He did not only look good, but was a strong personality, who
made a deep impression on me. Had a special function in a war zone. I will
not tell you where. The reason comes later in this story. According to
him,hislove for mein a
short timewas increasing, whileI remainedconservative, though Ididfind itmore and more.Maybe Iwasalready abit oflove. He talkedabout the fact thatGod would bringif wewere meantfor each other.Us togetherFor me,the
same ruleapplied. Moreover, Ibelievethisadditional. In beginning of the year 2013, a friend had predicted
that I wouldmeet a man.Uniformed,from abroad. I never doubt his story. Phraseslike: I loveyou so
muchMausI miss youwith all my heart, dozens of timespast
25, he asked me to marry him. I found itveryquickly, buthis picture, I really believed in him. And sometimestruelove canstrikelike lightninginside. It all went to fast, because I saw him only on paper. You never know who is really
behind. He sent beautiful love letters and showed itself as the most romantic
that you can think of. I printed the little love stories out to them again
after reading. One of them, I will showthatreally deep touchedme:
I love you so much, Sweetie. You are the best
thing that ever happened to me. You , the best song ever played, the best
picture ever painted. I never thought that someone like me could get so lucky
to have you with m In this life Maus. I love you and I trusted so much in you
Maus you my future. I love you more than my life, more than my world. I love
you more and more each day and that is the most wonderful feeling any man can
ever hope to experience even though it is very late with me now I wish to have
you with me soon my love.
26, we had again nice conversations in the morning. Than he wrote that he
trusted me enough now to tell you a secret. He wanted a package to come from
another country. Or it might be sent to me. It did me no good. There was also a little
voice inside me that kept saying: Caution Maus. I became angry and told him
that this was very dangerous. I knew him only on paper. Had no idea who he
really was. I told him that we were warned of this type of practice, and I did
not need to get involved. Enough here to It could be drugs in it.
angry and called me suddenly woman instead of Maus or love. I told him that my
name was Maus and he could call me so. I just had no sense here, took leave of
him and put everything out. That night I heard nothing more. Forsure, Icalled the policeand asked him whatI could do.I wanted totrust, but did not feelthatconfidenceinto myheart. Thewoman
I spokeon the phone toldthat I
shouldreceive thefirstpacket. So whereisthe
policefor, you ask at suchtimeoff, thoughthere aregood copsthat give yourealadvice.This was reallyan exception.
27, it still felt bad and I asked a good friend for advice. Oscar asked again
and again to tell anyone about him, but because he did so secretive and no one
was allowed to know, I had a friend who now feel his picture. It felt good the
friend said, and maybe it was all well-intentioned. Just too dangerous from
which he was to get the package. By now we had been talking about what he
wanted. I told him that I only had a very small income and a debt to the bank.
Anyway, I would never want to live in his country. All was not a problem. He
had plenty of money and was also arranged those banking He just came to live
with me and the house was too small, he wanted to buy a bigger house. It was
for him not important not to live into my country. It was all too easy.
Still, I did not dwell.
wrongwith thepictureitselfandI always hadthe feeling thatitwould go well.We cameback
a littleto each otheruntilhe said inan interviewthat he hadyetto sendthe package.Assignment. Iwasabit upset thathe had donethisyetuninvited. Inthe afternoon, I
decided to driveto theU.S. baseto ask whatI
could do.The confidenceIhadOscarwas
gone. Was it a coincidencethat
the only personwhowas thereat the time,had justdisappeared? I had toafter the holidays,
but come backMonday. Policedo nothing,a
basewhere no onewas present.
Was thisa coincidence, or I was inmyfeelingsreally wrong. Idecided
onthe latterand tookback in touch withOscar. MaybeI wasindeedwrong andit was allvery innocent. Coincidencedoes not exist,I alwaystellmyselfso I hadto assume thatI was wrong. I explainedtheOscarand toldthat Ihadan appointmentafter the holidaystotheMondayon the base. Iwanted tobe honest,
but did not knowif it reallycame through. Ireally
did not knowwhether hewas
honestor that hebelonged toa gang thatpeople broughtproperlyinto misery. I
askedhim if hereallywas the onefor whom heimpersonated. Was he reyl the General. or there was a totally
different person behind that face? Ireally
do notknow.Heneveranswered myquestions.
Thatof course couldbe dangerousin connection with hiswork, yet? I wanted to understandeverything and wasnow quiteimpressed withhim. He
was astrong personality, which
you have towatch out thatyou do
Whoand what wasOscarin real life,I had no idea. The nextmorning it wasback to normal. Pretendednothing had happened. For me itfeltnot really so. On the onehand, Iwas in love, and according to himhe.On
I was evenquitein
love, but remainedwary. At one pointhe told me thatI would getfrom thesociety
thathispackagewassentto the Netherlands.ConfirmationOkaythen. Isaid A, this
wasB. Thebillcame in throughthemailon Yahoo. I saw that therehad to be850 euros paid
toshipping. Oscarasked me
to pay that amount.MomentthatOnce the packagewas
in my house,he will gave
therebyopen thepackageso I couldmake sure everythingwasfair.
This wasfor me the beginningof the end.I askedhim
where Ihad to getthe hellawaymoney. He didnot believethat I didnot
evenpossess.WhatI couldthen pay,heasked again,very hard. The toneoftheletterschanged overnight. I stillknew thathe
came herein a short timeandwould givewhat I needed? Me everythingI stillknew
Icould trusthim ineverything.Why shouldInot be able topaythat amountfor him, hewondered. Incredibly, the
man would noteven understandthat
I hadnomoney. I couldstillborrowfrom friends, he saidquite cheeky. Thetone
changedmore andmoreinanger, but Ireminded him thatI wasnot going toforanyonegetting into debt.He had tosend methe money firstand then I wouldbereceivingthe package. Thefriend I hadhis photoshow, and forwhich Iexplained thishad the samefeelingas
I do.Thisis no longer true.
Althoughwe feltthatneither ofthepicture.
Out who wasreallybehind it?How dangerouswasit all inreality?Would anyonereallyhis job asGeneralriskingapackage?
I havethe contact broken, justlast nightbrieflyexplainedwhy Irefused.
The General, when he is real, was very angry andtold me toleave him alone.Well, I did. Had
everythingcopiedeveryday, storedand filed
everhappen to me. Didthen
removedhim fromSkype, as well asallofYahoo. Have copiedall the originalinterviews. No, Ido not have tolick. Avoid
immediatelywhen heasked me topay the bill. Amgrateful tohimeven. For a longtime
I could nothandlegriefnine years. Now I discoveredthat I couldfall in loveagainall wasforgotteninstantly. Is not it nice? But whenI see hisface onLinkedinIreallymelts.Feelmy heart beatingagain. I cannot believethat hehas madeto me. AbuseMaybe heis in apositionthat hecannotreallytransfer? Ireally do notknow.He looks sopretty andreliable.At this momentI feel that Iwant to be really close tohimYet heknew that Ihad nothing.So whyaskso compelling? NowI've seen his faceagain ,I cannot say it, thereforethere isstill too muchsense
The only thing Ihavewith itisnow, is: should Iturn himor
not? Was allhonest andwell-intentionedor was itScam?Is
he really the General or is there something else behind. Ireally do notknow. Today, thetransition tothe year 2014. A new starta new beginning. I would like tohear youropinion on this.You cangivethebottom of the page, by clickingon thecommentsandgive your opinion. My feeling is,
on the one hand 'yes´,andsoonthe other hand,
'no'. It feelsvery double, a sign thatthere isquiteabit ofsensetosithim.
Hisphotos areverytrustworthy. Wouldtwo peoplewith picturesworkbothhave so wrong? Maybe thesepicturesabused byanother
Could itbe that it wasall reallyinnocentand
that hewould reallycome to livehere?I have noidea
what to do. Perhaps you had the same experience? Whatdid you do? You might want totell you aboutit?
Reed here what is on the paper from the Telegraaf.
This storyI have with thetranslatorofGoogletranslated
sentenceby sentencewhilewriting it. MyEnglish
is not good, though Ilearned a
lotlast 14 days. For that reason
aloneit was aspecial story.
I hope to comebackone daythereal truthandtodisplay
it.So that anyinnocentpeoplehave no problems. Myexcuse for themistakes
I've madein the Englishtext.